Posted in September 2011

Not the Best Start to the Week

Yesterday I woke up, from quite possibly the worst night I’ve had in months. The last time I can remember having bad dreams was shortly after diagnosis. I used to dream I was in New York the day of the 9/11 terrorist attacks.  I guess a cancer diagnosis might bring on unusual dreams.  So, I … Continue reading

Go with the Flow

Here I am sat in bed, trying to find a comfortable way to type. My wounds on my stomach and my backside/rectum hurt. So there’s lots of lying on my side, but that makes typing awkward. So, what’s new I guess I should start with. Well, not much really.The last 5 days I’ve suffered constipation that … Continue reading

The 2nd Op – 14 July 2011

8am I was ready. I was washed and waiting. My Parent’s arrived just before I was called down to Theatre. I could hardly look at them. I was so scared. I said goodbye and tried not to cry, but I couldn’t hold back the tears. I was so scared I wasn’t going to wake up. … Continue reading

The Operation and Then Some

I started writing this on 15 June 2011, but it’s taken until tonight to get to where I’ve got up to.I’m going to attempt to bring it completely up to date by the weekend…wish me luck.My memory is a bit all over the place and I’ve missed a lot out – mostly about drama with … Continue reading